Faham

Assalamualaikum J

Bagi kos aku sekarang satu batch tengah cuti cuti Terengganu. Tapi budak kos lain dah habis dah pun cutinya. Diorang dok sibuk dengan semester baru diorang. Hmmm

Tetiba ambe nak berfeeling..

Mesti perbezaan masa akan menjadi ketara selepas ni. Semester 1 takde pun sebab yelah maybe pihak atasan nak bagi kita adapt dulu biar sama-sama relax cuti. Dah makin membesar ni jangan harap ah.

Tadi aku jenguk 1 laman sesawang sosial makhluk Allah ni, duk bughak pasal kena berulang-alik tempat belajar. Terpaku kejap. Aku pun scroll sampai habis comments tu. Tetiba kepalotak aku tersedar,

selama ni, ni ke perasaan diorang? L

selama ni, diorang tak mengeluh ke?

Selama ni, senyuman gelak ketawa tu fake eh?

Bila dah dalami cerita dia, kisah belakang tabir dia, baru kita faham apa masalah diorang, kenapa diorang want to be listened, to be heard, not to be paid attention pun.

Bagi orang yang dah dapat full opportunity, why not just let go off your ego? Tolerancy for the sake of peaceful community is all the key. Just, look up at others’ life too.

Seriously aku pun tak sanggup kehidupan jarak jauh begitu.  

setiap manusia diuji cara lain. Allah Maha Adil.

$trength

Alone ryte now in the house.. I mean, just me and my lil bro. did i have told you that I’m such penakut..? L

This evening my time was well spent enough by watching dramas & movies.. The 1^st one is Frozen. Goshhh Frozen is a must watch movie yea. It is a tragic true love story between siblings but have nice ending! ~just watch jelaaa~

And the 2^nd one is Thor The Dark World. I zeriously am one of the action/superheroes typed movies fan so how come I didn’t know Thor ryte? :p You’ll like it when you watch it..

So there comes my 3 weeks of holiday and I have no idea what to fill in it.

1st week iz gonna be dull and sorrow I know ittt. 

2nd week hmm still dull and gloomy a bit

3rd week iz weaken and tiring of being alone..

The other degree students have already showed up at Campus. Ah why meh we gotta be lotsa different from 'em? -_- This increases the probability to not to see someone harharhar........(hambar)

Ok that's weird Hajarul.

It is okay to had crush on someone but don't exceed the limitation. I'm a normal person, perhaps. 

Likeeee, people change seiring dengan umur. Amende yang seseorang tak suka before this, tak mustahil dia akan suka & buat when he/she grows up. Eh jap aku ni takde idea sangat dah cakap sal nie. Balun jelaaa x

Post ini tiada point yang bernas langsung....

#LetsCoverTheAurat

#Hajarkuwby -- Lovelydovey

Night thoughts. Let the pictures speak.

#Believer #Allah's #TheAlmighty #Love #Prophet #Solat #TutupAurat #JagaDiri #TinggalLarangan #AmalkanKebaikan #Empathy #StudyHardSmart #LoveFamily #Friends

O Allah. The One who will listen to me always. Thanks for everything I got. I couldn't even thanks for more. It is enough already. 

---> Officially done 1 sem

-I dream. All people dream. Then what kind of dream will I encounter is depends on myself-

Alhamdulillah. Tak sangka akhirnya aku berjaya habiskan 1 sem yang “best” ni. By the way satu sem aku just 5 months only but it really is a tough moment ive been through.

Sebenarnya study week haritu macam migraine plus stress rasa-rasa macam nak demam. Kalau nak ikutkan hati aku memang buku pun aku tak pandang. Bukan aku je mengalami masalah yang sama, member-member batchmates yang lain pun sama. Teringat buat geng study group pagi petang siang malam, sangat effective buat gini tell you. 

And alhamdulillah pada tarikh 26-28 Januari kitorang #5thbatchMedisza berjaya mengharungi hari-hari exam yang pahit getir. Let me explain how the exam went, what papers and what others bittersweet  moments. 

• 26hb = Short essay question(seq) + Problem-based question(pbq)  --  Seq ada 10 questions, 10 marks for each question while pbq got 2 questions and 30 marks for each. Teringat aku kantoi kat soalan seq first lagi but then it taught me to b very careful after this :')
• 27hb = kertas OSPE  --  yang ni merupakan exam secara stations, they got 30 stations there and we have to bergilir-gilir for 5 minutes to fill up the questions! 30 stations = 20 questions stations + 10 rest stations. I think this exam is really fast and furious? haha tapi best :')
• 28hb = Multiple choice question(mcq)  --  Got 2 papers, 60 questions each, but then 5 questions a,b,c,d,e for each question, meaning that for only 1 paper we have 1x5x60=300 questions. That makes up 600 questions if combine together both papers. Kau boleh bayangkan TAKKK? -___-' Member-member aku semua complain tinggalkan 10 soalan lah apelah haha. Aku pulak tinggalkan je mana yang taktau which means more than 10 q haha. Kalau bulat jugak nanti salah rugi ah kena minus 0.5marks. 

So on 30hb, they released the official result. Alhamdulillah all of us passed the first final exam sem, & break the record for no remedials! (takde yang straight failed). & for OSPE paper, we got the best percentage score graded among the other batches. OSPE itu hari gila susah wa cakap lu. Dalam 20 stations, guwa boleh kantoi 4-5 stations hahaha. 

#pantaibatucantik

Have to get ready for the coming modul when the holiday is end that is "Nervous System" modul. The credit hour is 6 which is I was likeeeee, please be nice to mama~~ Cannot wait cannot wait. and guys, remember I've once told ya that we have some kind of seminar? Yep, this opening modul is my turn, my group. Pray for the ease by Allah. Hopefully we can rock this seminar hehe ;)

#hajarkuwby

OXYMETHAZOLINE house for Medizsa Family Day!

Exam Fever, High graded fever response and bla bla bla T_T

Assalamualaikum! lame tak post! Busy like crazy walawey i miss typing here :*

Haritu dah dapat result for End of modul 2 hehe don't ever ask because I might get irritated ngee. Sekarang baru aku paham ngape senior medic and including my sistah larang masuk medical school or bukan nak kata larang pun, maybe warning siap-siap lah kan. because, memang TRUE sangat diorang kate susah!! & sangat true apabila dulu time SPM dapat A, time matrik 4flat tapi masuk sini, failed --- normal thing. But like Dr said, you are the one who chooses to be here.

By the way, it is not susah lah. Medic stuffs banyak giler kena hafal, every inch of phrases is important. Tapi nak hidup satu je rule, don't fall back and do not fall in love. And tak boleh memilih subject to revise. Means kau biased terhadap Anatomy, aaaa cannot go. Aku pun kekadang ter bias terhadap Pharmacology sebab it takes my whole day to menghafal diorang -_-

Bagi aku, budak degree lain dah holiday and habis exam final tak menjadi masalah pun, tak pressure sangat dengan ketidak adaan diorang. Diorang cuti lama than kitorang? no hal. Bak kata Asiah my bestie, kau tak kisah pun cuti kejap kan haha trueee

Eom3 on this Thursday// Emm it is haematology season, thaught by Dr Uday and etc. Kena appreciate each slides in his beautiful notes urrrrr

Eos1 pulak 26th Jan :') Doakan aku pass insyaAllah aminnnnnnn.

Moreover, Medisza ada rumah sukan sendiri. Instead of no such involvements thingy like kawad yang budak Gong Badak semua ada tu, kitorang hanya mampu buat rumah sukan jerr -_- Ada 4 rumah; Meta, Hexa, Baclo and Oxy. Sorry nama penuh tak ingat tapi basically it is drugs' names. Diorang cakap Oxy dah menang 2 kali andddd that's my house hehehe luckily because usually aku selalu dapat rumah yang tak menang pun :3 So nanti awal Sem 2 nak buat Family day Medisza. Aduyai aku dah ah reti main badminton and batu semban jer. hah

So basically, my life is full of laziness, tiredness, reading, watching movies, talking, eating and banyak sangat bende tak berpekdah senanye.

My unusual thoughts -,-

Assalamualaikum ! J

Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah. I gain my strength every time I went back home. Home was always been a place that we all will feel quite safe.

So three weeks of Modul 4 has just passed. Fuuuuw what can I say? Only Allah knows perangai aku, malas aku rajin aku. Modul 4 ni sebenarnya everything about blood and lymphatic mechanism. Anddd we met prof from Iraq, AP. Dr Uday many times in a week for his lectures, practical sessions, seminars and CLA! I’m so glad that his wonderful teaching could sometimes makes me feel so grateful than ever, so far he is one of the best of the best lecturers I’ve met ever since.

Next week we got 3 University Subject Examination 3 days in a row starting from Tuesday. Bless me :3 Anddd there left  1 month away from our first EOS. Benda ni la buat aku tak tenang tiap hari derr.

Celebrate birthday Sima in advance :)

Mari kita main #Terobek

Assalamualaikum <3



1. Terobek Hari Raya Qurban

Dua minggu lepas kan ada raya korban. Best sangat even bercuti 4 hari je kat rumah, tapi kitorang adik-beradik join sekali lapah daging lembu tu. Tak sangka adik aku Sam tolong lapah sekali lembu tu huhu sonok je tengok. Yela cousin aku laki semua 3 orang pakat tak balik kesianla Pak Long aku kan. Abang adik aku ah dengan sorang pakcik ni tolong solosaikan. So here the pictures ;)

orang kuat. yang kecik tu kuat main je.

2. Terobek Camping 1M4U

Kak Wan, Marini, Kak Ikmal, Zara and (entah)

Camping best sangat. Dalam masa 2 hari 1 malam, aku sedih + gembira sekali gus. Ye memang kita kena bersyukur tapi masalahnya dah aku ni sensitip nak buat cemana.

Teringat lagi kitorang pagi Jumaat tu bangun seawal (selambat 6:45am cos tengok movie) pastu rushing packing barang untuk pindah kolej kediaman! Fyi, aku dah pun menetap secara kekal di Kolej Kediaman Maidam di Kota, Kuala Terengganu. Sini kan ada budak kos aku je dari year 1 sampai ah year 5. Kau pusing atas bawah kiri kanan, muka tu jugak ah kau ngadap 5 tahun tau haaaaaa.

Ok. Lepas dah masukkan bags semua dalam lorry ada 2 tu, kitorang pun chow ah dari Kampus Gong Badak. Sedih tau tak sebab emm Kafe dia best makanan murah then kawan bercampur gaul. Dah 40min. Pukul 12 sampai laa KGB balik. Lunch dengan Thennila, Deepa cos diorang je dak medic Program Khidmat Masyarakat sama dengan aku. Lepas tu aku lepak bilik hosmet lama aku, Diyana dak dietetik.

Pukul 2pm kitorang berkumpul dekat foyer asrama. Pheww ramai siot dak PKM. Time tu hujan, sehujan hati aku yang dok teringat pasal bilik baru laa, barang semua apa aku main campak je atas katil, kesian Ana tidur semalaman dengan bilik 60% with dust particles tu :') Dengan hujan lebat tu, kitorang bantai naik 2 buses. Ada dua trip, aku trip 1st.

Sampai je di Kem Merang, Setiu tu, aku terpana. Depan mata aku time tu rasa macam heaven dunia, dengan pantainya, dengan semua khemah biru tu, aaa lengkap serba-serbi. Tak sangka betul after years barulah dapat camping macam tu. So, Komander pun bagi taklimat kejap sementara nak tunggu Trip bus yang 2nd. Dah sengah jam tu diorang pun sampai, menjadikan bilangan total semua 243 orang, group terbanyak setakat tu T-T

Tapi seronok sangat :)

Lepas solat Asar, then kitorang buat 1st aktiviti Water Confidence. Suka sangat sebab it overcomes my fear towards height. Ko bayangkan aku terjun dari jeti tinggi tu ke dalam air? Haaaa sonokk :)

Aku tengah borak dengan dak depan aku tu..

Next aktiviti malam tu, Ice Breaking & Persembahan Budaya. Seronok ahhh malas nak cite lebih. Lagipun aku kena buat sebijik laporan pasal Camping ni and kena hanto on 23rd Nov ni uhukk uhukk.

At midnight iaitu tepat 12 malam tu, Komander buat aktiviti terbaik dari ladang.

Night War!!!!

Sekarang ko bayangkan pulak, kitorang terbahagi kepada 2 groups : Defender dan Attacker. Aku dapat defender ala-ala watak baik cenggitu kena jaga bendera Malaysia so as dak Attacker tak dapat ambil alih Malaysia kengkonon zaman dolu-dolu laa kan.

Aku tak tau nak cite camne laa yang penting, aktiviti ni paling osem yang terjadi dalam hidup aku selepas pertama aku daki Gunung Datuk, Nismilan dulu.

Nak cite sikit aaa peranan aku kan. Dak-dak defender akan bersembunyi kat balik batu pantai tu, pokok ke batang kayu ke sambil pegang plastik air berisi sirap lama. Aku pegang je aaa mende alah tu sambil duduk kat batu pantai, bawah bendera jugak laa. SUMPAH time ni cuak nervous gila sebab aku nampak aaa geng dak-dak Attacker tu dok tengah berkayak laa, berenang laa kat muara tu. Alaaaa, bajet strategi power nak serang kan.

Bila dah sampai kawasan Defender iaitu Pulau Impian, terjadilah dialog antara pihak jahat dan pihak baik.
Time ni aku pun macam, eh aku tengah berlakon ke ni? Asal macam betul-betul hah? Siap berdialog lagi. Ada tu yang jerit "aaaa sakit..." Hahaha daebak gile lah korang. Suka sangat aktiviti ni thanks tau Komander buat ;)

So malam tu habis pukul 2:30.
Dah confirm-confirm laa Attacker menang. Sobab diorang dapat bendera kitorang ntah bila masa entah dia curi walhal aku kat bawah bendera tu je kot! Ahahaha

So adatlah tidur 2,3 jam je. Bangun Subuh tu tak mandi pun. Gile engko nak mandi dengan malam tadi hujan lebat haaa kau tahulah sekarang musim tengkujuh ke monsun ape entah dengan menggigil Parkinson nati kang.

Next aktiviti pukul 8am : Kerja Amal Masyarakat. Aku, Kak Ikmal, Marini & Zara nak sangat pegi bersihkan Tadika Kemas Merang. Hahaha best gilaaa berjalan kaki dari Kem tu ke Tadika kot. Yang aku tak sangka kan, tengah berjalan tu tetiba aku perasan satu tempat ni! Jeti Pulau Redang yang aku pegi haritu! Whaaaat?! Rupenye dekat sangat.....

Takde gambar sangat la aku tak bawak fon...bapak sedih

So tu jelah aktiviti kitorang :) Best kan? Tu baru 2 hari semalam. Kalau 3 hari haaaa...

kawasan gegurls..oren tu toilet gegurls :*

kitorang duduk kat muara sungai.. pantai kat balik Pulau Impian..

3. Balik ke realiti
Sesampai nya kat Kolej, terus gua unpack. Besok nya baru aku mop lantai bilik dah macam hapentah berhabuk. So far aku enjoy la. That week terus masuk Modul 3 iaitu Body Responses & Mechanism of Diseases. Hopefully Allah ease everything, Malaikat will wake me up whenever I was sleeping at lecture hall :( I was glued jugak, sangat sopan aku mengiyakan je apa yang lecturer ajar.
Sudahlah, past is past. Have to cover all the topics given day by day. No more addiction towards drama in hostel okay beb?

Tiqah, Ana and Rehang. Friendly, happy-go-lucky and selenge :*

Meet my housemates and roommates. Kawan pegi balik Kampus sesama, makan sambil tengok drama sesame. Tiqah Ruslan and Raihan satu bilik. Aku dengan Ana satu bilik. Nak dijadikan cerita lah kan, diorang tiga orang selalu coincidence pakai baju kurung kaler sama bertiga. Aku je yang tetiba hijau/cekelat. Haha its okay no jodoh ryte. Later on must ada punya jodoh tu B-)

Smo edition. Chaiyoxx3

Walaupun Kelantan kalah, aku tetap sokong Kelate xoxo

Till next post,

xKimbum

Mood drama

:'(

Kenape sesebuah drama tu sangat best bila associated dengan Ost song yang best? :'(

Bila ditambah dengan watak heroin yang awesome cantek dan cool.

Dengan watak hero yang bajet dan arrogant (aku suka sangat if dia ni tak bajet hensem) ?

Aku rasa itu ialah antara aset sesebuah drama yang bagus :( 

Keep it up. Love it, #luma !

Suka Zara Zya and Aeril Khairi :)

Pacific Rim

Assalamualaikum



Lai lai~
Petang-petang camni memang takda kija betol guwe. Confused betul ada koko ke tak?!
So then, biarlah confusion tu sampai next Sabtu hehe.



Yo!
Aku dah tengok Pacific Rim! Ala-ala science fiction monster gak. Lebih kurang dengan Transformer gitu. Tapi cite ni ada satu elemen yang penyedap rasa kepada movie ni tersendiri~

It is highly recommended! Ceh over aku. Ye ah hero pun hensem. Raleigh Becket bukan nama sebenar mihihi

Jujur guwa cakap cite ni gak macam hindustan punye cite. Ade gak aaaa scene sedih-sedih kuar ayaq liuq. *Over

Aku tengok cite ni kan, tetiba teringat zaman popular Otromen time kecik dulu. Haa aku rasa lebih kurang je part Jaeger dengan Kaiju berperang ni dengan cite Otromen tu hikhik :p


Ok till then  ~o~

On my bright Thursday :)

Assalamualaikum semua kengkawan J

Baru sahaja sampai di bilik, terus aku capai lappy ni. Bukan apa, dari tadi dah terpikir semua plot perjalanan aku harini yang nak di blend masuk ke dalam entry 1 ni. Layan jela eh apa aku nak cerita. Kalau nak cerita dalam diary, tak best sebab panjang sangat kena tulis J

Macam biasa, harini kitorang at 7am semua lah tunggu dekat foyer asrama, menunggu ketibaan 2 atau 3 buah bus. Seronok. Aku ni tak tau la, semua benda excited, kekadang tunggu benda macam ni pun semacam suka. Duduk lah dalam bus mengharungi jammed pagi yang sibuk, Nampak orang drive dengan uniform nurse semua kerja pejabat and pergi hantar anak ke taska. Sampai je kampus dah pukul 7:50am. Berlari for a nice and good view seat kan. Harini subject first best sangat sebab tula aku pilih duduk seat tinggi and tengah.

Harini ada… Seminar!

What is seminar actually?

Seminar ni, session di mana, each persons in your group akan mengajar kawan-kawan balik. Lecturer just memerhati kat belakang. Today it is conducted by a group of 4 persons, they are Nithia, Rinesh, Pratish Gupta and Alvin James. Disebabkan dah tahu topic apa yang bakal diajar oleh diorang iaitu Muscle Tissues- Structural and Functional differences, so aku jadi lebih excited. Yep mostly because it tells more details on Muscle Contraction which are Actin, Myosin, Tropomyosin in a sarcomere. They presented it very well, excellent and so effective!

Another greaaaaaat creation by Allah. This happens in our body

Minggu lepas group Ana, Deepa, Lekha, (tak ingat) and Shankarii on Second Messenger. Gosh these two groups are so brilliant and cool at teaching I must say… *a lil bit excited feeling here* Hopefully I can present as well as them or, more better than them and of course, hopefully they’ll understand during my presentation J Umph I don’t know when is my turn actually so must ask Nithia later on…

Lepas tu time rehat pergi jumpa… Dr. Saravanan

On Biochemistry again… Awh it is about Oxidative Phosphorylation. There is some components and processes I am a bit not really digest yet so it was nice he taught us slowly J

And the last class was Pathology 2..

With Prof Rochman Naim… He is Indonesian kot that explains all my confusion just now after tanya Syidah who is he actually. All in all, he is a nice lecturer of course J

Habis class pukul 12pm. Kitorang sama-sama tunggu bus sampai ah pukul 1:25 bus UniSZA merah putih tu datang. Ohoiii! I was the last person to enter the bus!!! And kau boleh bayangkan tak, dalam bus tu penuh sesangat sangat sangat? Orang berdiri dari belakang sampai ah ke aku yang berdiri dekat tangga yang last tu sebab dah macam sardine tuna gegila kat dalam! Kawan aku terpaksa duduk atas dashboard tu hahahaha! And yang lebih macam haruk sangat, bahagian seat depan sekali tu, Malay guys kongsi seat tu 5 orang!!! Beriba lah masing-masing hahahaha lawak sangat!!

kau nampak yang sesengih tu? senanye dia sedang diriba. ada 5orang kat situ

So dalam tu pun macam-macam adegan ada. Aku tak tahu macam mana hidup aku tanpa korang :’) We are connected to each other, we need each other always. Wallahi aku sayang korang semua yang sporting kelakar funny.

Lepas tu lunch Ana ajak makan dekat Café blok bangunan akademik baru, Café d’Najde tak silap. Run by a India muslim and his wife. Tempat tu ber air-cond, bersih dan efficient lah workers dia. My money was well spent sebab makanan mamak tu sedap sangat boleh kenyang sampai malam… Aku makan nasi putih, telur dadar, ayam madu, kuah kari kambing dan air limau nipis. Harga sangat affordable la sebab dia sedap…

Till next post. Tak sabar nak tengok KL Gangster 2 wuuwuu J

Battery lappy just 13% left....

Assalamualaikum  J J

Hello October :)

Blog apa khabar denganmu? Aku sepatutnya sedang membuat assignments tapi di dalam bilik line nya sangat semput. Kalau nak pi library Jumaat tutup. Then aku terpikir nak pegi online kejap dekat area library tu. Desperate sangat dah ni. Assignment Fiqh hantar by this Sunday, PBL presentation by tomorrow at 3pm. So Nampak tak kegunaan Wi-Fi tu sangat penting as a student?

Tadi ada event talk bersama kakak2 3^rd year, kakak houseman ship 1^st year and kakak2 medical officer. First time gua pegi event camni dekat U, venue at pantai lak tu. It is totally good actually though we have to sit under the sunshine. Nothing much to elaborate, just okay.

Just crossed in my mind these past few days, apabila kita rasa diri kita ni kurang, tengok lah surrounding people around us, ada yang lagi lah unfortunate sangat, kita dah cukup perfect complete anggota badan tahu? then bila kita tengok orang yang lebih atas dari kita, tak perlu nak dengki. Kalau dengki dengan orang lain, maknanya kita tak sabar dengan Allah. Buat apa kita nak dengki dengan apa yang Tuhan nak kasi kan? kalau dengkii ni, nanti Allah sekat rezeki kita. Note to myself too.


Kesimpulannya, kalau kita jealous dan teringinnnn sangat nak benda tu, kita tengok orang lain yang lagi kurang bernasib baik.
Macam kau nak beli satu benda ni sebab kau tengok ada satu model pakai padahal duit kau tak cukup.
Then kau ternampak ada orang miskin lagi la pakai baju koyak rabak je.
Kau takde duit, nak paksa orang lain belikan.....


Contoh.


Kita boleh bergerak, berfikir, beribadah. Cukup. Alhamdulillah.

See you soon home.. dearly missing you, xx