Deer

Why can't I get away from those thoughts?

I wish it could be just washed away

It keeps bothering me days, nights

I think this is punishment by God

There's reasons why I isolate myself from you

And you, and you also

I am tired of this

Why can't I live happily without thinking it first

Like hell, I think about it every day

Every day for the sake of my life

You don't even know what I have been struggling with

Yeah distance kills

If I were there, beside all of you

I would've to ask, tell and explain each details

What I have been feeling throughout years

And make this not happening

Sucks.