Need everyone's support

Salam. 

Sekarang mental aku tak berapa nak stabil. Guys....I have to repeat a test which is the end of medical posting test. Things are getting hard. I forgot almost 70% I learned during that posting which was on October last year :'( I dunno why but everything seems to be off the track. So many things need to be memorized and understood within 5 days.. Ya Allah please help me..

But as long as I live, I will try harder and harder.  

Memori Ob & Gynae :)

Bismillah walhamdulillah

I am very soon (inshaAllah) done with my Year 3 as a medical student. Still can't brain myself actually that the fact I have already gone 3/5 of journey. Tears, happiness, sweat, blood ((lol jk)) actually real in this field!

So how was Ob? Gyne? Ain't they tiring? Or..excited much to see babies :)? 

To me, this posting is great because 1) its female thingy hehe I can relate myself with all those female problems existed. How does menstruation occurs, menopause, those famous leading death cancer nowadays e.g cervical cancer. Not to mention some more wonderful things in Obstetric. How does pregnancy affect your child or you yourself? What's the common diseases happen that affect throughout the journey? If there is, what would the investigation & management would be during prenatal, antenatal, postnatal, antepartum, intrapartum and even postpartum. So all those moments are very important to us medical team investigate and treat accordingly.

Throughout the weeks
We learned our cbd, seminar, bst sessions from beloved O&G specialists of HSNZ and 2 from other uni. Not to forget our beautiful and kind posting coordinator a.k.a O&G lecturer Prof Naghem <3.

Million thanks to my groupmates Adawiyah, Thennila, Afnan, Rao, Sherman and Ribka. Without them most probably my life during this posting would suck so much. Looking forward to see you all again next year :)

Last night with postingmates and housemates. Domino's & Sushi King :)

The good thing in Ob that i really really really fall in love isss we've got the chance to palpate pregnant mother's abdomen as to know the period of gestation. Its by using a standardized methods used by all medical team in the worldwide. Some more we could know whether the fetus inside is bit big, a bit small, the estimated fetal weight, the lie & presentation or whether the amniotic fluid is kind of low in amount. We should present our finding to the lecturer and lastly give some explanation to that. Told you, we are a bit like Detective Conan somehow in many times...

Furthermore, I think I was like, kind of understand all O&G Department people whose life were wholeheartedly dedicated for patients in this field. May Allah bless them. Muka orang yang sama je 2 hari berturut-turut. So busy to finish up their shift. I've witnessed some pregnant mothers whose life were in danger during labor. At 10 pm. Kind of hectic moment when specialist on-call came to check those mothers themselves. In difficult cases like twin delivery sometimes need for specialist's help. This job surely doesn't make money as first priority but, patient. SubhanaAllah. May Allah lead us to Jannah as well.

In a side note;-
Estimation labor process for first child is about 12 hours. And subsequently reduced to 8 hours.
If you ladies have some 'lady' problems, do not hesitate to seek for medical attention in nearby healthcare e.g clinic or even go direct to hospital.
Please, please and please take care of your health and your baby's! Do not miss Antenatal booking as it is very very important as well as Antenatal Check Up. Its important for your current health condition to get updated.
To all mothers (no one is exceptional ye) in the world, you are brave in my eyes. *GROUP HUG*

Not sure yet which bidang I should enter :D

To share a bit from my exam;

1) Got a long case exam of 36 year old malay lady, Gravida 3 Para 2, at 29 weeks 3 days Period Of Amenorrhoea, with underlying established Type 2 DM under insulin subactrapid 6u,6u,6u, presented to HSNZ with pv bleeding on the day of admission. 

2) For theory papers hopefully I did well.

3) And for osce paper also <3

Congratz my batchmate! 2 years more to go ;)

6th Ramadan Mubarak..

Assalamualaikum wbt

Tonight we enter 6th Ramadan Mubarak. I'm writing from my laptop here in my hometown. Speaking about weather, tonight's warm, chill and breezy. This Holy month is so full of miracles, Allah has given us a great opportunity to keep praying towards Him.

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I'm still recalling upon my previous posting which just ended yesterday. Time is really going fast. Yet, there is another one last posting waiting on the day after tomorrow before I finally finish 3rd year. It's Obstetric & Gynaecology. I wanted to share my feeling right now. It's a bit nervous yet feeling happy inside. Plus, I'm feeling super excited because it happens in this Holy month! :) 

Honestly, I'm afraid I will be crying terharu/sedih whatever whenever there is a mother tengah menahan sakit bersalin, pada masa yang sama sekumpulan doktor dan jururawat sedang berusaha bertungkus lumus menyelamatkan nyawa ibu dan kandungannya. You just see me tough outside but actually I'm so fragile. I tell you awal-awal.

Stay in my memory storage for a long time, would you?

I was like "bawa buku pulang dengan harapan baca few pages pon jadilah XD". Ended up, here writing a blog only :P

It is about Understanding Female -- MYSELF :P 

Pray for me dear readers! Bye! :) <3

Week 1 - Week 5 in Commed Posting ^.^

Assalamualaikum wbt & hye


Sekarang aku berada dalam posting Perubatan Masyarakat. It is a bit different from other posting bcos we need to learn Medicine in that particular community itself e.g Kg Baru/Kg Lama. This is more towards merawat dan mencegah pesakit di dalam sesebuah komuniti. Kitorang ditugaskan untuk membuat kajian mengenai Kesan Denggi Terhadap Penduduk Kampung Setelah COMBI dilancarkan.

We had so much fun doing research proposal, research writings (I did Lit Review part), Face Validation, Pilot Study, Data Collection; and even go to Distict Health Office terus to check for the Larvae sample! Seriously this posting is a bit sempoi, relaxing, minus the Biostatistic Quiz hehe

FYI, we finally successfully handled our own program (it's my first time though) on 28th May.
As a secretary for that program, my life in within a week has become upside down. Seriously, handling both attendance sheets & being a secretary wasn't an easy task. *is it me or just everyone feel this too?*


*Entry updated on June 3, 2017


Throughout the weeks

@ District health office, nak tengok larvae sample under microscope!

Gotong royong sekitar balairaya day. A day before program :-) All girls except Ribka

Girls' night outing. Bila tengok gambar ni, benda first yang aku fikir ialah: in the future, i must show this picture to my daughters and sons..! And ask them cool tak mak?! haha

The peak of our posting! --> Health Intervention Programme

The programme was from 8am to 1pm. 

With lecturers, JKKK Kg Panji Alam, Pegawai PKD, students from SMK Panji Alam :)

While on the other hand

On Week 5

We had some interesting field day visit trips to various places. We went to Hosp Besut, Pejabat Kesihatan Daerah Kuala Terengganu, Klinik 1 Malaysia Hiliran, Klinik Kesihatan Hiliran, Klinik Desa Gong Pauh. It was a quick but memorable visits as we had learnt so many differences on primary, secondary and tertiary health care services provided in Malaysia. At the end of the day, we need to do reports based on our experiences..sort of. Thehe me should do it asap!


Okay till then, next week i'll enter Obstetric and Gynaecology posting. Seriously mixed feelings right now but i'am more towards happiness because it is 'all girls' matter' posting! Girls have to win any arguments no matter what haha seriously

Salam Ramadan Mubarak & Happy fasting my dear friends. xoxo

End of surgical posting :)

Alhamdulilah

It has been 6 weeks since I first begin this posting. Untuk permulaan Week 1 tu memang aku tak boleh nak fokus langsung ke dia sebab kan ada ccc presentation. Yang pada Week 2 tu pun tak berapa nak all out jugak sebab energy aku terlebih kepada Family Day Medisza haha. Basically aku start serious untuk this posting semasa Week 4 :p

Classes: lectures/seminars/cbds/tutorials
Majority of the classes are with hosp specialists which I loveee it sooo much. Semua baik hati sebab bersabar mengajar kitorang dari simplest things to quite difficult one. So much respect to all great surgeons out there!

Everyday timetable?
Schedule pada setiap hari ialah lebih kurang sama sahaja. Setiap pagi ialah waktu ward work/clinic/OT session. Manakala pada sebelah petang pula kami akan ada cbd/seminar/tutorial/lectures/bedside teaching at wards. Each students will take turn to present cases. Kadang-kadang mungkin kau akan ada class pada waktu malam so, enjoy it! :-*

Pada Week 6 hari Rabu dan Khamis ialah hari exam.
Day 1 terdapat long case & interactive osce exam. Yes, semua long cases yang kami dapat ialah semua nya yang common di ward so please rajin clerk patient okay. Untuk interactive osce pula you must practice all the common procedures/examinations. Sebab, sometimes examiner would act like he/she is the patient so, be good and flexible tau. Just be relax sebab kadang-kadang kalau jadi nervous macam aku ni mesti tertinggal la 1,2,3 steps >.<
Day 2 pula ialah theory exam day. Dari mtf, oba dan pbq. Kemudian petang pula disambung dengan theory osce. InshaAllah you will be good. Just tanamkan semangat dalam diri you. Minta doa ibu bapa, dan minta support rakan-rakan rapat.

Take home message:
Dont skip ward work/clinic/OT cause you will regret it later.
Don't do last minute study cause you will suffer it like hell
Put your own effort when doing presentation slides. Do study it thoroughly and make sure you have everything inside your mind before presenting to your colleagues. InshaAllah you would done great. You would remember it till the rest of your life.


Ps://please pray so that i'd pass! Thank you <3
Lots of love xoxo kubi

Diari hari kelima

Assalamualaikum wbt

Harini aku teringin nak bercerita pasal kisah hidup di universiti, apa yang aku buat seharian. Hehe


24/03/2016

6:00 - harini aku bangun awal. minggu ni hari2 aku bangun awal sbb busy dan sentiasa cemas untuk prepare pasal ccc. cuma harini memang hari presentation nya so aku siap2 bangun mandi solat Suboh pakai jubah hitam dan tudung segera double face terus lepas tu practice berulang-ulang kali. Haha

8:00 - bergerak ke kampus. tak mampu nak breakfast or minum air semua sbb dah menangis ketakutan di dalam hati. ahaha. bila sampai je dalam dewan teater dah ada sorang. pastu sorang2 students masuk ambik tempat duduk.

8:30 - Clinical Case Conference by me, Adawiyah and Ainaa started. we took turn. it ended on 10:45 Alhamdulillah. Hopefully you guys received many <3

10:50 - borak-borak ngan member lepak2 minum ambik gambar buat kenangan hahaha

11:30 - kelas Radiology1 & 2 di Bilik Tutor 6 with Dr Husbani. Best time ni tapi aku yang ngantok. Nak hilangkan ngantok tu aku terpaksa telan 2 bijik gula-gula. Ada kalanya aku pergi urut tangan member sebelah haha

12:45 - habis kelas terus makan di cafe. harini aku makan mee goreng basah, sedap oi kemain laju aku sedut2 mee tuuu

1:15 - balik ke asrama sebab terlampau kepenatan dengan kereta member. balik2 terus tidur

3:45 - member datang kejutkan sebab pukul 4 ada class. guwa solat Zohor di kampus (nasib baik sempat lagi fuhhh takot nanti direjam di neraka) bila sampai bilik tutor 3, Dr tak sampai pon lagi. katanya lepas Asar baru start. Guwa pon solat Asar teruihhh

4:50 - Seminar presentation by postingmates entitled with Breast Lump. Best part Anatomy, Benign & Malignant tumour, Approach to tumour, 3 Clinical Assessment.

6:15 - Kelas habis. Balik ke asrama semula.

6:30 - pergi berjalan kaki ke kedai makan Mama Tomyam bersama fatin and adawiyah. Lapar sangat. Aku beli sup ayam & air milo peng 1 gosh sedap sangat dia masak huhu. Lepas balik tu makan2 mandi solat Maghrib borak2.

8:15 - gerak ke kampus semula sebab ada class.

8:30 - Seminar presentation by my other friends entitled with Colorectal Carcinoma. Best sangat presentation ni dan banyak input yang diterima. Dr yang mengajar pon merupakan surgeon di HSNZ, she's great and i <3.

10:00 - kelas habis, balik bilik terus kemas bilik setelah seminggu ditinggalkan like a mess. aku dok kemas nota Orthopaedic, lipat baju, sapu2 sampai 2 jam gak. (OCD satu hal thats why lama haha)

12:00 - baru solat Isya' setelah lega dengan keadaan bilik. lepastu tengok drama sambil tidor kahkah.

12:40 - melelapkan mata yang kepenatan :>

Okay tu jelah basically cerita hidup aku yang pack. Harini ialah hari ke-5 posting surgery tapi disebabkan aku sibuk dengan CCC tu, memang aku tak sentuh pon buku Surgery huhu guilty to the level of 99.

Ps:// Pagi Ahad lepas semasa on the way pulang ke KT dari Kelantan, aku drive for about 80km tapi ikut jalan Jerteh la. Alhamdulillah. Thanks. Straight after that terus rasa ingin memiliki kenderaan sendiri hahaha


Bye my readers! :) Stay healthy and be good.

Medisza First Marathon! ~26022016~

Jang! #batchmates

My first community social job

Assalamualaikum wbt

Event ni dinamakan Community Social Responsibility 3.0 dan berlangsung pada 4th March 2016 lepas, i swear this is my first experience as a volunteer. Pengalaman ini sangat indah as we were asked to interview and made a follow up for all those families over the Kampung Rahmat Village.

Because we are the Group 4 following after the previous groups, so we only had to review current symptoms of patients, make a plan and some advice were made by doctor & MA. All in all, I would say that this program should be built by semester. I learned something new in the process of being a good mature person. I also was exposed to the real life out there where certain people had difficulties in their life regardless of how many choices they get. We as generasi yang baru need to take an action...

=) #lotsoflove

I wanna be better

[ 1 WEEK POST TAGGING AND......]

One week since tagging started and most of the hospital WA group are now very....silent.

I know you guys are having hard time adapting - everyone did, too. Let me share what I used to felt during tagging/adapting in new department;

1- I have trouble remembering cases - there’s too many patient and more & more just keep coming in!

2- I had tried my best remembering the cases- but I’m just to nervous to present during rounds, and I got ‘mental block’ whenever I was asked questions - I swear I knew the answer actually!

3- I keep getting ‘lost’ during rounds - i couldn’t catch & appreciate what are they discussing, and I just don’t know what to document in the BHT!

4- I don’t know what to ask my patient during clerking & I have trouble translating the questions from indonesia/arabc/russian in my head!

5- I got palpitations everytime SN come near me to inform anything - what am I supposed to do for that patient? Are they ok or anything serious ongoing?

6- There’s too much to be done everyday - but I’m just too slow, exhausted & hopeless....

7- It’s just one week, but I’m already extremely tired, forever thirsty& hungry, and I just couldn’t feel my leg & feet anymore...

8- I don’t have time for myself anymore - I keep missing my prayers, meal and even toilet break! What kind of life is this?

9- There’s too much things that I didn’t know - I’m a burden to my team, I feel useless & I simply feel like giving up most of the time!

Kindly share this with your tagging friends and let them know that they are not alone & all these are actually, completely normal during tagging !

I feel like sharing how to tackle each of these problem - in case anyone interested, of course.

Please leave a comment and state the no of problem which you find the most troublesome - i will try to explain that one first.

Till then, keep strong & give your best during tagging!

Sincerely,
Dr Iliana

Always be tat person who stay at the corner.
Just dont ask me questions too T-T

"This above post I copied from one of HOs at fb. I hope this will boost my energy and spirit to be better." 

Current situation at home for semster break.
Road to semester 6! You go girl! x

13062015 #majorthrowback Dinner Night

putting on my awkward smile

I remember that i haven't uploaded pictures during that night so here you are.. May Allah bless them ! They are my good friends who doesn't know how to give up, kinda half to perfect being a future doc. InshaAllah amin.

ORTHOPAEDIC ROTATION - Week1 & 2

Assalamualaikum wbt

Dear readers, actually now we are having semester 5 break! Yeppi am so happy! minus the fact that i am getting older, yet still had no idea what kind of activities i wanna try during this short break. I'd want to go for a trip though.. Love all kind of fun and adventures!

For your information, I am currently now in Orthopedic Rotation. Do you know what does Orthopedic mean? Orthopaedic surgery or orthopaedics (sometimes spelled orthopedic surgery and orthopedics) is the branch of surgery concerned with conditions involving the musculoskeletal system.  To make it simple, if someone involve in a motor vehicle accident, they will be admitted to orthopedics ward to get further treatment and management. I started to love this posting on 2nd week of it due to some of reasons which I couldn't state here (^_*) but i hope with time it will go smoothly inshaAllah.

The 1st week (24/1 until 28/1) was so tiring because we had to adapt with some conditions and rules provided by posting coordinator. Surely it is a must for every students whenever we get to a new place, we have to learn about what to Do's and Dont's.  Yes now i have to keep several things in mind and stuck it forever.

Every day from 8am until 5pm, we have several sessions such as Ward Rounds, Clinics, Ward Work, Bedsite Teaching (BST), Lectures, Seminars and CBD. During nights, we have to go oncall and see cases. We might have to present the case on the next day so we have to clerk patients beforehand and get prepared with all the reports. Plus, there is a thing called Conference Medical Education (CME) held every Thursday whereby all doctors are required to be present. As student, we can watch their presentations and learnt many things from there.

BST
It's necessary to take turn for everyone to present their cases. Every student will get high marks if they present them so clearly and complete. Make sure to ask about the mechanism of injury, pain or any other symptoms related. (Year 3 in medical field is all about clerking, taking complete history & doing physical examination) Be ready for any kind of questions regarding your topics such as differential diagnosis. managements, treatments etc. Btw, I miss Mr Burhan's teaching! He's full of good advises that can lure ones' heart. He's the one I mention in my latest instagram's photo so..he's so far my favorite lecturer hee

CLINICS
It's a matter of respect also to consider, address and acknowledge every and each staff nurses, HOs, MOs and specialists. You need to be attached either with your supervisor or MOs. Every clinics can fit in 2 doctors.. Wear your most comfortable shoes going there or else you will end up getting painful standing for the next 4 hours. Furthermore, you can watch procedures in POP room also. Being attached to MOs or HOs is actually a chance for you to ask them what's the thing you didnt understand as they would love to teach us. 1 tip, always have an available data so it is easier for you to google anything to answer their questions. ;)

WARD ROUNDS
This is different following your own supervisor. Dr T will do rounds as early as 7:15 in the morning so you have to wake up early. For the other supervisors, ask them what time usually they do rounds. Make sure you studied something beforehand as some of them will ask you questions randomly. That's what my other friends said to me, ahah so yeah. Good luck guys <3


Necessary equipment to bring to Ortho Ward/Clinics:
Tendon hammer, neurokit, pen torch, tape measurement, notebook, pen, stethoscope, phone with mobile data, logbook.

p/s: O.I.C
p/ss: Read Apley's
p/sss: Be proactive , study smart

The day I present my seminar topic :)
That is Mr Burhan standing in the middle, he seems like a cool man right ? ;)

With love. HK