Trips With Housemates and Girlfriends

Pulau Kapas -- Lata Changkah -- Bukit Keluang

1) Pulau Kapas ✌✌💫 17th March 2017

2) Lata Changkah -- 14th July 2017

Yang ni ialah plan seawal 2 minggu. So kiranya planned trip lah. Nasib baik jadi tauuu hahaha ditambah lagi faktor dah habis exam, pastilah menjadikan. Lagipun kitorang memang nak tidur rumah Azie dan melawat lawat kawasan Setiu @ Permaisuri ni. So pergilah kami pada malam Khamis tu selepas habis exam Emergency Theory paper, maasha Allah malam tu nak dijadikan cerita, hujan lebat gila speanjang perjalanan ke Permaisuri 💆👻👱 Berdarah lah mata ni jugak nak fokus driving dengan gelapnya, kabusnya, bawak dengan speed 40-50 km/h ja diiringi dengan zikir. Anyway semuannya selamat. Sampai rumah Azie benda yang paling takleh lupa ialah nasi lemak + ayam kakwok hehehehe my favvv 👄👍

So pagi esoknya janji pergi pukul 7 pagi memang ke LAUT lah 👋👻 lastly pergi pukul 11 gitu ahh. SubhanAllah best tauuu sg ni, panjang and memang boleh ambil mana mana je nak dijadikan site sebab mmg panjang. Kitorang ambil port yang paling hujung lah. Then abang ipar & adik Azie sampai jea, diorang terus bakar ayam BBQ 😆😉 Rasa happy sebab dilayan sebegini rupa. Takpe nanti kitorang balas balik jasa baik tuan tuan occay 👌 (sedap aaa ayam BBQ kakak Azie buat 👍)

"Weh ada dugong lahhh!" said silly me

Laluan air dari hulu ke hilir 💁💩

Geng boys tengah siapkan ayam 👧

Makan dalam sungai ✌ senang kalau nak membuang terusss 😂

Happiness created = 5/5 💥💙💚💛💜


3) Open house Rumah Ana 👭👭

4) Bukit Keluang

Pergi Bukit Keluang pulak join postingmate lain punya BBQ hehehe sedap jugakkk banyak makanan 😋😋 Sekarang dah reti dah lah bakar bakar ayam and hotdogs huuuuuu 💪🙉🙌

Minah kepochi tuuu haha

Lepastu malam tu terus balik maidam, sampai maidam pukul 10:20 pm. Bapak penat then nak kena packing untuk the next day trip pulak which is veryyy fun also. Stay tune! 😎
Xoxo

Road to Final Year MBBS Student

Assalamualaikum wbt my beloved readers 😃

How are you doing? 😍 Waaah dah setengah tahun aku tinggalkan blog ni tak ber update. Berapa kali dah sebenarnya aku attempt nak post tapi gagal juga sbb consider banyak benda yg lebih penting. Nak cerita semua benda pun banyak sangat ni, karang engkorang semua skip post aku terus tengok tengok gambar je kan haha mana lah tauuuu

Firstly nak cakap, Alhamdulillah I have finally finished MY YEAR FOUR JOURNEY 😉😺 I am happy and so grateful but first thing first, aku nak ucapkan jutaan terima kasih kepada semua yg kerap mendoakan diri ini. Tanpa awak awak sekalian, siapalah seorang Siti Hajar ini...

Tbh, Tahun 4 ni sangat sangat mencabar. 😨 Kami telah melalui sistem blok yang mana peperiksaan akan dijalankan serentak bagi 2 @ 3 postings sekali gus. This is the list of the postings in 2016/2017. There are 11 postings in total:

💛 Family Medicine - 6 weeks
💛 Dermatology - 2 weeks
💛 Forensic Medicine - 2 weeks
💛 Anaesthesiology - 2 weeks
💛 Community Medicine - 4 weeks
💛 Ophthalmology - 2 weeks
💛 Otorhinolarnygology - 2 weeks
💛 Surgery - 4 weeks
💛 Psychiatry - 8 weeks
💛 Internal Medicine - 4 weeks
💛 Emergency Medicine - 4 weeks


Aku dah cerita pasal posting Fam Med sampai posting Ophthal kan sebelum ni. So kita start dengan posting Otorhinolaryngology ataupun nama glemer dia Ear, Nose & Throat (ENT). Haaaa time ni aku jadi leader untuk 3 postings; Ophthal, ENT, Surgery selama 8 minggu. Pasal posting ENT ni, semua best. Walaupun 3 orang je lecturers kami tapi best sangat lahai sebab tak stress pun. Boleh bayang tak nak kena cover Ear, Nose & Throat punya diseases dalam masa 2 minggu? 😓😰Susah lahaaai tapi semuanya berjalan lancar sbb lecturers sangat sempoi, cool, relax, chill. Rasa happy dapat belajar dengan prof & dr sekalian 💖 Waktu dah habis posting ni serious terlintas nak jadi ENT specialist haaaa sampai gittuw dia punya inspired k 💃

With Dr Kamaruzaman -- our posting coordinator 💟

After exam finished. Left; Dr Kamaruzaman, Prof Sayuti, Dr Salman. 💚

Ok dah habis cerita pasal ENT. Next we go to Surgery posting. 😉😆 So sad tak sempat bergambar dengan lecturers. Mostly lecturers are from HSNZ surgeon. Sebenarnya, this posting is one of the best postings i have entered. Quite easy because we go for the diseases by the anatomy itself. But yaa for that to be successful, we have to be very determined and careful so that diagnosis is achieved and management plan can be carried well later on. Actually I also consider to be a surgeon but the fact that i need to stand for a long duration in the OT really make weak aaahh haha I mean, I takut tak dapat bertahan berdiri lama dohhh. But I really like this one time, me and my friends went to the OT and observed about 5 operations a day. Learnt so many things that day and still hope will remember it for a long time

Ok finished tentang posting. Pada tarikh 26th May, Medisza telah mengadakan dinner. Bagi aku dinner ni the best so far. Sebab maybe dah Year 4? So buat macam dewan tu kami punya haha. Plus, aku jadi AJK persediaan tempat so lain macam energetic dia okayyy.

Batchmates -- 5th Batch of UniSZA MBBS 😊

With Girls Batchmate -- Muslimat Medic Awesome 💜💝

Survived Year 4 thanks to this awesome mates!! 💋

Birthday celeb on Day 1 Psy. 💦

Menyempat lagi pergi mandi sungai Hahahahaha with postingmates ✌✌❤👀

Ok then next we go to THE MOST HAPPENING Posting ever which is; (drumroll pls 😎🙌🙋)

💃👩💢💋 PSYCHIATRY Posting.

Posting ni belajar tentang pesakit mental & jiwa kacau gituuw

Mesti korang pelik kan kenapa aku kata best? Yelah, sebelum masuk posting ni pun pandangan aku terhadap posting ni sangat lain. Sangat tak bersedia dan takut takut. Well, how can you really deal with them unstable mind pts right? Nahhhh, lepas masuk jea posting ni, feeling HAPPY sangat wei hari hari. Everyday terhibur dengan gelagat pts. Ada yang menyanyi lah, ajak balik rumah lah, pujuk mintak discharge awal lah, mengorat pun ada 😂🙊😮 (Seriously mind dorang sangat unstable so aku tak hairan pun kah3) Posting ni sangat unik dan menarik dalam aspek pembelajaran. In order to diagnose a person having a mental disorder, they need to fulfill some criterias needed. They have standardized it by using this DSM 5 worldwide. So sewaktu nak bersoal jawab dengan pts, walaupun takut takut dalam hati sebab dorang mungkin akan jadi aggresive, agitated, tapi dengan ramai member yang ada dekat sebelah, pasti aku jadi berani hahah. Kadang kadang kena pandai melayan jugak dorang ni. Janganlah dorang cakap mengarut, kita pun terikut mengarut sekali huhuhu. 

Ok yang tu tentang pesakit, kalau cerita pasal lecturers pasti pujian sahaja yang keluar dari taipan tangan aku ni haha. 😍😘 Yaa, kami ada 5 lecturers yang sangat bagus mengajar, baik sangat dan berpengalaman. Sebenarnya dari posting ni lah aku banyak belajar sedikit sebanyak tentang memahami perasaan manusia dari tunjuk ajar para psychiatrist tersebut. Thanks dr. 

After Long Case exam finished. Got a case of Chronic Schizophrenia for 15 years. All in all, Alhamdulillah. Tq Prof luluskan saya. 😘
Below from left; PG, M.O Dr Farhan, Dr Khairi, Prof Rohayah, Dr Rosliza, Dr Rahimah, Ainaa

After finished Theory paper; with Prof Wee 😺😻

With Dr Rahimah yang baik hati belanja kami makan cakes tqsm Dr 💘

@ PKM Wakaf Tapai. Ni tempat pesakit mental yang sedang dalam treatment process. Mereka akan dilatih membuat kerja kerja.

Next we go to the 2nd last posting which is Internal Medicine. Alaaa takde gambar jugak dalam posting ni, tak sempat bergambar dengan para lecturers. Tapi over all my feedback is best jugak sebab lecturers semua baik baik genius genius hebat hebat 🙈🙉 Sungguh inspired tapi kena consider a lot to be a physician because its quite tough

With my fav fav girlsss after finished Long Case Internal Medicine. Got case of CKD & Lung Ca with Horner Syndrome 👼👻💅

Ok LAST but not least, jeng jeng jenggg; Posting Yang Paling Digeruni Dari Awal Tahun Lagi

Emergency Medicine 😌😈😹

One thing I love about this posting is, the lecturers always encourages us to see pts more and more and more, as much as we can. Because from lots of clinical exposure then only we can remember and learnt from the cases. Almost every time bila lecturers masuk kelas, bila kami buat silap, dr pasti akan start their motivational words. The constant pep talk almost every days actually make us gradually understood the importance of being a safe dr in the future. You don't want someone who collapsed somewhere to be not treated fairly rite? In that case we need to learn to become capable of treating and managing pts fast, quick and well. 😇😇

With Prof Nasir baik hati belanja kami iftar nasi beriyani lauk kambing + ayam berempah 😆 5 star occay!

With our posting coordinator -- Prof Nik Arif ; subspecialized in disaster management (So Inspired With His Mission In Many Places Already! 😎)

Celebrating Dr Nik and Bazli's birthday 💕💥

After Defibrillation Skill Lab with Dr Lotfi -- Head of Emergency Department of HSNZ ( Pssst, hes so cool, funny, best!) 💃

Smiling faces after finished Theory paper!!! Yaaay

Ok I think that's all for now. Next post coming soon, stay tune occay! 😃😃💨
xoxo Hajar Kuwby
11:36pm. Wakaf Bharu, K'tan.

Bye Eye Posting

ada 16 semua dalam gambar! My tudung je masuk, jadilahhh :P

It just ended yesterday when we finished our interactive Osce session with Dr. I would say it was indeed, indeed a quite tough one. 2 weeks is quite a short journey for this one. 2 Bst cases, 2 Seminars, 6 Lectures, everyday clinic/OT attachments & ward work were stuffed in in 2 weeks time; well better try to stand in my shoes 👯 i am not complaining, i am just asking you all to be well prepared before entering a minor posting like this one.


Next thing is, it is my first time becoming a leader what! So i am just being happy lady for this time, taking care of them boys and girls (this one funny😂), keeping in touch with Dr and Prof for all the sessions- the work that you have to do is- "Salam Dr/Prof. Just a reminder, we got Seminar blabla at 2 pm place BT 3" Every single day text message. 😄


One of the best memories inside this posting is- being attached to the specialists during clinic attachment. Despite of busy clinic schedule, flooding of patients coming in in each 10 minutes, the specialists still are very eager to teach us new things. They even correct/enhance our understanding further. Diabetic Retinopathy, Glaucoma, Cataract were among of those popular diseases in Eye Dept. So yeah- bread and butter. Please keep reading them. Confirm masuk exam k 💪


Know what? Eye Doctor should have good eyes in order to see better view of people's eyes. So apa lagi guys? Please read more knowledge first before see them with your eyes! They are lack of ophthalmologists nowadays so better take this opportunity to learn more 😚


P/s: Finally being home. Its rainy season again so happy so cold Alhamdulillah

LIFE UPDATE

Salam and greetings 😊

Year 2016 has come near to its end. can u believe it guys,? i will be turning 23 y/o unofficially next 3 days? wkwkwk so nervous. coz i still have that thought that being 20 and above is the phase where adults have to take so much responsibilities. since young i have that thought in my mind...

yaaaa anyway, i just realized few days ago that basically my blogposts have nothing but all about medic stuffs right? what a boreddd lyfe hajaaaarrr 😆 well hellooo thats the end of my childishness ok. atleast i already realized it. so for my personal 2017 resolution on this blog, i think that i would like to share lots and lots of lyfe stories compared than b4. well its better than having told u guys abt my boring routine medic lyfe. its too plain do 😂 i wanted to delete all those posts but sokay, i just want it to be remained there 🙈

okay lets talk abt my 2017 resolutions first. i just wanna mention few things first coz it needs to be done slowly but turns out great in the end. ya all know what i meant right? :p

i wanna change myself better. from the aspect of studying, friends, family. and more importantly, me myself. change is good whether if its from bad to good, from good to more good, you choose. for me myself, i just wanna eat healthily after this 👀 yaknow, i won't take more cholesterol, fat, oil, carb into my plate anymore. this is serious, jaaa...👯 if i were to recall the time when i was form 1-form 3, i seldom take dinner. dunno why, but it makes me happy because no visible fat existed, BMI considered borderline normal, siapa taknak woiii. So i will change my routine diet starting next week, okay heart! be tough! its for your own good sayang ✌❤👌

secondly, i wanna save moreeee money as soon as i receive my JPA biasiswa next semester! this is gonna take fast and furious action, take note dearself! say no to any SALES in HERMO, new DRESS/BLOUSE, no new LIPSTICKS, unnecessary SHAWLS/TUDUNG. i have a weak heart when getting know all abt these stuffs erghhh so for that, i will immediately transfer 'em moneyh into another bank account. no kidding 👍 this is for your own good hajaaaar as you are gonna be using it for later trip 💪

For next year, i will have 6 more postings to enter. which are Ophthalmology, Ear Nose and Throat (ENT), Surgery, Psychiatry, Emergency Medicine & last but not least, Internal Medicine. this is the toughest part of the year. inshaAllah i will try my best to get a PASS in each postings. you guys need to always keep my name in your prayer ok..tbh, i really need those. ✋☺ Doakan Siti Hajar bt Abdul Hadi sentiasa lulus dalam exam dia ya Allah. Permudahkan segalanya, kuatkan ingatan dia, berkatilah pelajaran dia, amiiin amiin. Thanks guys


P/S: currently watching Romantic Doctor, Teacher Kim. its so good to boost up students'. love the theory parts of it, the actresses, the actors. thanks for acting great enough! #thebestdoctordramaever

Community Medicine III

Assalamualaikum wbt, greetings everyone 👲

Currently am in ComMed III posting. Nama lain ComMed ni ialah Public Health; means Kesihatan Masyarakat targeted at population level, not individual like usual postings. This is the last of CM sepanjang 5 tahun dalam kos ni, and the toughest I bet sebab exam nnt dalam bentuk block exam! 💃 Huwaaaaaaaa. Walaupun exam tu lagi sebulan tapi aku still rasa takut and nervous sbb kena cover banyak tauuu.

Kali ni ComMed III belajar tentang Occupational Health yang merangkumi Occupational Hazards, OSHA etc, Environmental Health yang merangkumi Rural vs Urban Water whatsoever. Korang boleh refer jadual kat bawah tu. Semua benda boleh masuk exam 👻. Bila prof cakap macam tu jeaaa, laju aku bukak mata balik fokus pada lecture hehe

Jom bukak mata tengok jadual belajar sepanjang kitorang posting ni :

Jadual Minggu 1-4. 💟

Khamis tu cuti seminggu sempena Krismas yeayyyy happy but exam block the next following week ..

Hyeee. Can u see the last part?? Kitorang exam pada hari Rabu = 4 Januari 2017.
Saya mohon tembakan doa saudara saudari sekalian okay 😵😳👀 Thanksss

Nak cerita pasal block exam tu pulak. Block exam tu maksud dia, kitorang exam untuk 3 postings secara serentak. Kalau sebelum ni waktu Tahun 3, kitorang exam guna sistem End of Posting exam. Means, lepas habis posting je terus exam. Tapi untuk Tahun 4, dah kasi upgrade sikittt la. :") I m so chuak 😓

So exam nya adalah :

💚Forensic Medicine
💘Anaesthesiology
💗Community Medicine III

Please doakan saya okay. I will start studying from today onwards. Yaaaa, who dont want flying colour results maaa 🙀

👪 Yang tu semua postingmates kecuali yg pakai vase biru gelap tu, Medical officer from kk hiliran. 

P/s:: just recovered from high grade fever few days back. Phewww walaupun 1 hari je demam tapi wallahi rasa berat kepala tu hanya Tuhan yang tahuuuu~ thanks kepada yang mendoakan xo 😄💝

A Day in Anaesthesiology Posting.

It was Wednesday, 4th day of being in this so called 'minor posting'..

Anaesthesia. What does it mean?

In the practice of medicine (especially surgery) and dentistry, anesthesia or anaesthesia is a temporary induced state with one or more of analgesia (relief from or prevention of pain), paralysis (muscle relaxation), amnesia (loss of memory), and unconsciousness.

Senang cerita, bius bagi hilang rasa sakit/tak sedar/tak bergerak.

With Dr Karim -- our fav Anaesthetist in hsnz :) 

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Let me give you a little throwback on last Wednesday activities, okay? :)

6:30am  Solat Subuh, mandi bersiap siap (ok its quite late to wake..)

7:45am  Naik kereta and bertolak ke HSNZ

8:00am  Arrived at Seminar room Anaesthesiology Department, ICU (3rd floor). Waiting to meet our supervisors. We did discuss everything we are unsure of in this posting, some theory parts, common anaesthetic drugs etc. After all, i like this session because actually it grows bond between us and specialists there. We are grateful for this chance, Dr.

9:30am  Make a quick move to OT in the next building bcs we had class with Dr Suryawan in the Day Care Seminar Room of OT. Changed attire to OT attire; wearing same pair of blue attire with everyone including surgeons, anaethesists, MOs, HOs, nurses etc, but the tudung is what differs us. We wore a white coloured tudung which I really hate it :P So CBD topic today is Spinal Anaesthesia (^_*) I have so much yet to study okay.. So many things I haven't read, which makes me guilty to level of 99. I shouldn't be like this. All students shouldn't be, actually. :P

12:00pm  Finished class. Heading straight to cafe bcs I was damn hungry. Should have ate breakfast first :( Love cafe food bcs so many vegetables I can choose from XD Didn't mind if I have to pay more for 2 different vegetables + 1 chicken thigh. Then went back home to take a short nap, Zuhur prayer.

2:15pm Arrived at campus for a Seminar class. Today's topic was Common Anaesthetic Drugs. Learnt more about induction agents, local anaesthetics, premedication. Thanks to all 6 presenters :>

4:30pm Finished class. Going back to hostel, Asar prayer, sembang2 lepak2, bought cafe's delicious kuewtiaw kung fu. Ate early dinner.

7:00pm Went to Jemaah Maghrib prayer at surau. Listened to tazkirah hadith 11 following that by Ustaz Safri. Loved it :> Then followed by Isya' prayer...

9:15pm  Went to postingmate's room to copy today's notes bcs didn't bring my pendrive today and had chitchat a while jugaklaa. Sampai room terus organize them into a desktop folder.

12:00am Gone to a deep sleeeeeppp


P/s: Its not a tiring posting. But need to study first before come to class bcs all specialists like to ask questions, but dont worry, they are very kind :^)

Beautiful Mind ^.^

Synopsis:

Lee Young-O (Jang Hyuk) is an excellent neurosurgeon with zero sympathy. One day, he becomes involved in bizarre patient deaths. He also falls in love and recovers his humanity.

A very recommended doctor drama to watch  ^_^ 

Bye Bye Family Medicine and Dermatology :(

Dr kurnia and Us :)

Alhamdulillah. Semalam kitorang dah habis exam block Family Medicine and Dermatology. It consists of:

Family Medicine
- 30 OBA questions
- Feeling? semua soalan sangat confuse, jawapan semua betul tapi memerlukan higher brain function to answer that crazy ques XD
- 5 PBQ questions about DM, Hyperthyroidism, Ethics Principle, Geriatric assessment etc.
- Not bad. Tak terlalu susah laa kot

Dermatology
- 20 MTF questions
- Wow! Sungguh terasa debaran nya di situ. setiap kali jawab soalan objektif, nafas aku mesti turun naik turun naik. Rasa nak marah kat diri sebab tak pay attention about that certain diseases
- 5 OSCE questions about Scabies, Pitting of the nail, Neisseria Gonorrhoea, Erythema nodosum, Steven Johnson Syndrome.
- This time I am so clueless. Hopefully dr will pass us. Amiiin <3

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2 days back, aku study from 8 pm till 3 am on Dermatology sahaja. Itu pun masih tertinggal nota-nota penting tak dibaca untuk jawab MTF. Walau macam mana pun, good job dear self. You have done your best, just pray for good result okay.


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What I Love About Dermatology? :)

Sepanjang posting 2 minggu di Klinik Kulit Hsnz, setiap pagi memang wajib pergi klinik sbb kena observe procedure, see lesions and can clerk patient also. Disease/skin lesions memang varies every day, from Eczema (bedang), molluscum contangiosum (kudis nasi), Urticaria (bedang also), Scabies (kudis buta), Herpes Zoster (kayap), acne vulgaris (jerawat), kurap (tinea corporis), ruam-ruam badan (Rashes) dan bermacam macam lagi lah.

Besides, kitorang attached to medical officer so kena tahu management of patient, education etc. Alhamdulillah for this very opportunity, but seems I'm not sure yet whether Dermatology is the right place for me in future, nay?

I love 2 visiting lecturers from USM, who taught us lectures, CBD and Seminars. Thank you so much Prof Mokhtar & Dr Wan Hasbee. Love the way you both taught us. Very clinicaly approach. Dermato Made Easy. :)

I think these are my favourite things during this posting.



So, whats next?
Welcome to Forensic Medicine, B!

Tbh, I am so nervous for this posting. I have so much expectation for myself in this Forensic Thingy emmm InshaAllah pray for me okay dearies? May Allah ease our life always amiiin :>




Figure 1 & 2: Timetable

P/S: Maybe I can watch Sherlock Holme's , CSI to motivate myself?

Tasik Puteri, Bukit Besi, Dungun with Girl friends

15th Oct 2016

It's indeed a very boring weekend since I've finished my Fam Med osce last Wednesday so bila dah tiba hari Sabtu, you can imagine being me ._. being soooo idly in the bed, lepas Subuh, which usually people akan tidur sepuas-puas hati but no for me ._. I'm too much having nothing to do so I told 'em "weh jom kita pi mana-mana nak? Aku dah nak jadi gila ni, please" (kena tambah muka comel sikit baru mereka tergoda. *zass) 

Yesss dorang terus ON XD

My girls lepas bangun terus bersiap gerak Dungun pukul 11:30 pagi. I am freaking exciteddddd hehehe Alhamdulillah first time drive for more than 2 hours ._. Luckily the road is only straight eventhough 3 kali jugak sesat mihihi K

Lepas pick up Raihan & done our prayer only we went bought our lunch by Pantai Dungun then chow to the destination. Pffft sampai pun sebelum pukul 3 petang. Sampai-sampai terus makan dulu HaHa 

(supposed pergi sungai mandi, tapi kitorang rendam kaki pun tak HaHa)  

Enjoyed it so much.

Plus the ATV too, though we chose for Easy Fun Ride XD (RM10 per ride.)

Safely arrived Maidam at 7:30 pm. Alhamdulillah. Azie driver. Thanks Fatin sebagai waze, Ada sebagai tukang ON, Raihan sebagai tuan rumah. <3

P/S: Pray for my upcoming Block Exam --> Family Medicine + Dermatology. Thanks <3
P/SS: Scarlet Heart Fever