Oh Allah. I don't know where am I belong to. I hope I can decide this in the seconds of matter but I knew I can't do it without your petunjuk, Im totally not strong for this. Actually, where in the world am I supposed to be? What in the earth really is my profession? Yeah, probably the thing that you hate the most is the thing you should love. I believe, everything has its solution as Allah has planned best.
It's 4th Ramadhan today, don't forget your puasa nawaitu.