End of Endocrine module Exam

Assalamualaikum J

Ahhhh so happy to be home! This evening I will go to my own place back.. So Alhmadulillah best nya dah habis modul #endocrineandmetabolism. Words cannot describe how I am feeling right now. But yeah the next modul which is the last for the 2^nd semester would be #gastrointestinaltract modul. I bet that #endocrine is just the beginning. More stuffs to come ahead.

Well let’s see whether I am a good planner or not. After the #git module, we got the #eom and sekali gus #eos2 which is the difficult part I guess. So right now I was about to think to do some early short notes preparation to ease the task. I have jumped to this conclusion due to clumsiness and kelam kabut I’ve got during the last #eos1. Ah only Allah knows how hectic and packed time I have to endure during that time. Let’s begin the task during this 1^st week of #git J

Throwback for the last #eom session.

Hurm for the previous 2 weeks I didn’t make any effort for my #endocrine module because we are having joy for Medisza’s Annual Family Day. I will do special entry for that memorable event later ok. The thing is, just 5 days right before the #eom, actually I worked my ass off. But it is not stressful compared to #cns module. Bayangkan, during cns aku prepare 2 weeks early but still ¾ of the class showed bad performance L RIP cns.

So far jawab based on spot yang lecture selalu tekankan dalam lecture. Hailaa thank you Teck Min for the spot stated. For Pharmacology luckily I read those last minute. Haha clumsy~

Deer

Why can't I get away from those thoughts?

I wish it could be just washed away

It keeps bothering me days, nights

I think this is punishment by God

There's reasons why I isolate myself from you

And you, and you also

I am tired of this

Why can't I live happily without thinking it first

Like hell, I think about it every day

Every day for the sake of my life

You don't even know what I have been struggling with

Yeah distance kills

If I were there, beside all of you

I would've to ask, tell and explain each details

What I have been feeling throughout years

And make this not happening

Sucks.

#Throwback #Cns #eom4

Jika teringat tentang dirimu

Berlinang air mataku

Ku rindu saat-saat bersamamu

Kasih sayangmu padaku

Kini kau bukan milikku

Dan berakhir sudah cintaku

Biarkan saja hatiku bicara

Ku masih sayang padamu

Aku selalu mendoakanmu

Agar kau bahagia

Bersama dirinya selamanya

Mengapa mudahnya hatimu mendua

Ku lapangkan dada walau aku terluka

Semoga bahagia bersama dirinya

Karena kau telah memilih dia

Betapa sakitnya apa yang ku rasa

Tuhan kuatkanlah hatiku yang terluka

Semoga ku bisa tuk melupakannya

Karena ku masih mencintainya

Kini kau bukan milikku

Dan berakhir sudah cintaku

Biarkan saja hatiku bicara

Ku masih sayang padamu

Sangka aku, Indon dah nak extinct produk lagu dan suara best. Jangan misunderstand. Aku masih suka voice yang lama tapi sekarang nak tukar taste pulak. This is my current fav song by Papinka. The vocalist really cool at singing. The lyrics don't relate to me 40% tettttt.

Throwback time #cns. Apa pendapat aku tentang module #cns? Peh. Title dah mengalahkan cover letter bi.

First week belajar cns, aku memang hands up k. I mean, serious kau takde masa nak dah nak lelepak waktu in the middle of the day. Pukul 8 seawal pagi dah mula lecture, 10 rehat, 11 sampai 1 sambung, rehat then pukul 2 sambung straight sampai 5. 

Petang sampai bilik kau dah penat nak makan jogging kalau malas memang tengok movie dalam bilik aa. Malam pulak kau memang tak study aa. Kije siapkan assignment (ape sangat, ada 2 je assignments tu pun homework Anatomy cari jawapan kepada 4 soalan). Aku tido tiap hari kul 12 awal2 sebelum exam. Minggu 1st. 2nd and 3rd aku tak study. Minggu 2nd ke 3rd, aku ada presentation seminar. Hahahahaha tetiba teringat kejadah ape aku present cis kacau aa memory sajejejeje. 

Bagi aku la minggu first hari kedua punya seksa memang ya azabbbbb.

Ingat lagi ada 5 lectures sehari. Kau rasa tak apa yang aku rasa??? Anatomy ada 3 kot. Antaranya Brainstem -_- Gilaaaaa aku boleh cakap time tu satu bende pun aku tak masuk hahahahahahaha. Tak silap aku hari nilah member aku pergi tersilap hanto gambo wasep thru wasep group -_____- Sumpah akan ingat sampai aku tua! Tapi harini jugakla jumpa Zizan Razak mihihihi

Ok so 2 weeks right before exam kalau kau tak insaf lagi taktau aa. Aku pun dah start study semua mengikut subject. Study Anatomy and Physiology one after another tau baru masuk apa yang Cik Anatomy nak cakap. Aku tak study Pharmaco kecuali malam exam, tu pun housemate tolong cerita segala mechanism. Thanks babies. For Pathology, aku minat tang Dr Thant punya so memang pulun habis ah awal2 siap pergi bilik beliau tanya apa. Physiology tang Prof Afandi pun aku study awal jugak, tanya roommate mende tak faham. Brainstem tu aku study dengar recording lecture dia balik. Yang lain: repetition!

Malam nak exam, lepas Isya' Kak Irene Najlaa and Kak Afifah datang melawat kawasan and bagi hadiah and kata-kata semangat. Kak Najla suka buat orang terharu T-T Sedih tau akak year 5 nak keluar dah bulan 6/7 nanti :'( Then aku study dekat luar sebab meja aku dah bersepah tahap orang gila. Seronok jugak study reramai, 5 dalam 1 orang kata. Main lukis-lukis thalamus, pathway bagai. Main hafal-hafal essay, tukar-tukar jawapan, tanya macam orang tak betul. Serious, dah pukul 1 pagi semua benda dah tak masuk dalam palotak. Tapi masih mampu bertahan sampai pukul 4:30 and bam atas lantai (bapak miang btw) bilik orang lain hahahahaha. Sedar-sedar dah 6:30 pagi woiiii. Time ni dah memang redha seredha redha yang amat. Kelakar nye laaaa bila teringat Tiqah and Raihan yang tak pernah-pernah tidur lewat, stay up sama-sama. Alahai. Nampak sangat tough nye kat situ cns :'>

awal 2 minggu; Prof Afandi's

Malam exam, Kak Najla kasi hadiah. Serious terharu kali sejuta. Nanti nak balaas balik.

Keadaan di bilik Zieni & Fatin pada pukul 1 pagi.

Lets celebrate it B-)

Ding dong! It is 28th March 2014! 

Happy birthday buddy! You shared it with Azeem Majid hahahaha!

Her name is Rasyidah Raihan bt Roslan, Dungun people. We first met during orientation and after that becoming friends. Suka kawan ngan Rehan, kalau tak puas hati cakap terus terang. Sorry la kalau tepakse melayan bebelan saya yang tak habis-habis xp I hope that you will love the gift kay. Friends forever jyeah. Semoga best menjadi 20 tahun dan sila kahwin selepas menjadi HO. Selamat menempuhi peperiksaan end of module 4 ni and nail ittt alrite! 

Thanks sebab sudi menjadi kawan ku sepanjang semester 1 dan termasuk 2 dah ni. Thanks sebab selalu bagi selfie dalam fon Rehan then bila mintak hantar through Whats App, Rehan terhantar dekat Whats App group Medic yang almost semua 60 people ada. Takpe. Takpe Rehan. Serious menjadi bahan ketawa for about a week after that. Tapi tulah moment yang paling malu dan ingat sekali dalam hidup ni. And thanks sebab being yourself and selalu menegur kealpaan ku. I cant never find someone like you ;)

Second Semester

Assalamualaikum!
#np Pass Me By // R5

Oitttttt jeritttttttttt aaaaaaaaaaa. Lagi 35 jam aku nak duduk atas bus SP Bumi berangkat pulang ke tempat belajar. Waaaa apakah petanda nervous ini wahai Tuhan tunjukkan aku. K. Puas aku duk rumah time cuti holiday ni. 3 minggu dah terasa sesak nafas duk rumah, sebab hurm yelah aku duk sorang bangun takdelah awal sangat semua. Bangun-bangun terus online lepak makan kemas-kemas. Ada lah dua tiga kali keluar makan jenjalan dengan kawan family kan. That's it. Only that. Haaa mana lah aku tahu holiday semester 3 minggu gini jadinya, meaningless. 

Tapi time matrikulasi dulu gini gak aku haha. So next sem break haruslah plan a vacation ke trip ke with friends! Awh hopefully in the first place is island visits lah! Kalau nice sambutan aku ikut, kalau hampeh aku buat trip aku sendiri, trip solo ke Argentina menjelajah dengan berbasikal je ke kan :3 Sebelum itu haruslah call Abam Malik untuk menanggung semua perbelanjaan aku ke sana dengan minyak tambang eroplen taxi limosin woih aku merupakan seorang gepren yang bagus :B

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Jyeah.

This is what our jadual looks like on the first week of this second semester. First time nak tunjuk jadual gini, sebab aku ingatkan takleh, kang MediSZA banned aku pulak tak boleh ambik exam nanti sebab expose dunia diorang haha pemikiran ape aku ni woiii dah pengaruh dengan Harry Potter in which under age witch & wizard cannot use magic outside the school haha palotak aku. K bawak bertendang. Pertama sekali yang kitorang dok analysis sangat about this hensem jadual dalam group whatsapp ialah:

-Akhlak and Moral kena pergi ke Gong Badak, eh jap Moral for non muslim lah wey aku tak terlibat. So whaaaaat nasib baik selepas self study tau dua ekor ni kalau tak mampuih membazir masa betul nak tunggu bus lah nak pergi kelas lagi nak lepak lagi haaa buat aku panas pulakk

-English class ada lagi pada this sem? Jyeah lupa teacher ada sebut tapi not Miss yang dulu lagi :/ Sekarang baru nak meratapi kesedihan walhal time dengan class dia dulu buat sambil lewa je hurm Im sorry teacher :/

-Self Study ada sehari sekali sahaja in which, really sadden us. Tetiba menyesal sebab tak appreciate module yang time tu ada 2,3 kali sehari self study mwaha. Err aku buat apa time SS? Ape lagi, lepak library ah! What else do you expect budak nerd macam aku!! Tempat lain semua panas dengan ramai orangnyer, dengan bising semua jenis bangsa mulut kaum perangai jeritan hah pening pale guwa.

-Dan Anatomy like heck everyday got Anat hahaha so hope us enjoying the lectures! *lontar bunga taik ayam* Everyone was likeee, "haaaa sikitnyaaaa" Alah sokay lah apebende yang kau takutkan? *tunjuk taring

Okay yang ni mukaddimah je baru kepada Module Nervous System which gives 6 jam kredit. Kau tak gile dengar?? Sebelum ni pun 5 jam dah paling payah tahap gaban tahap tiap minggu melangut tak faham ke bende meroyan hari-hari sampaikan lunch cakap pasal that lecture. Hah its okay everyone can nail it. Banyak merungut tiada gunanya. Aku bukan merungut aku just beri respon sahaja. Dah nama pun nervous system so kau kenalah bernervous setiap masa meraikannya.

Oklah awal-awal aku nak ucapkan happy end holiday, happy starting 2nd semester, happy studying and good luck for Eom 4 ;) Macam biasa nanti aku kasi update sebelum or selepas pekse mana tahu aku boleh belek balik blog aku ni semula untuk stalk diri aku sendiri. Oh aku memang kaki stalk dan mestilah aku stalk diri aku tiap masa well done.

Ok tu jelah. Kang kalau aku nak farewell lagi sekali aku apdet lagi sekali lah jawabnye. Dah blog aku, suka aku lah hahahahaha ok babai

Faham

Assalamualaikum J

Bagi kos aku sekarang satu batch tengah cuti cuti Terengganu. Tapi budak kos lain dah habis dah pun cutinya. Diorang dok sibuk dengan semester baru diorang. Hmmm

Tetiba ambe nak berfeeling..

Mesti perbezaan masa akan menjadi ketara selepas ni. Semester 1 takde pun sebab yelah maybe pihak atasan nak bagi kita adapt dulu biar sama-sama relax cuti. Dah makin membesar ni jangan harap ah.

Tadi aku jenguk 1 laman sesawang sosial makhluk Allah ni, duk bughak pasal kena berulang-alik tempat belajar. Terpaku kejap. Aku pun scroll sampai habis comments tu. Tetiba kepalotak aku tersedar,

selama ni, ni ke perasaan diorang? L

selama ni, diorang tak mengeluh ke?

Selama ni, senyuman gelak ketawa tu fake eh?

Bila dah dalami cerita dia, kisah belakang tabir dia, baru kita faham apa masalah diorang, kenapa diorang want to be listened, to be heard, not to be paid attention pun.

Bagi orang yang dah dapat full opportunity, why not just let go off your ego? Tolerancy for the sake of peaceful community is all the key. Just, look up at others’ life too.

Seriously aku pun tak sanggup kehidupan jarak jauh begitu.  

setiap manusia diuji cara lain. Allah Maha Adil.

$trength

Alone ryte now in the house.. I mean, just me and my lil bro. did i have told you that I’m such penakut..? L

This evening my time was well spent enough by watching dramas & movies.. The 1^st one is Frozen. Goshhh Frozen is a must watch movie yea. It is a tragic true love story between siblings but have nice ending! ~just watch jelaaa~

And the 2^nd one is Thor The Dark World. I zeriously am one of the action/superheroes typed movies fan so how come I didn’t know Thor ryte? :p You’ll like it when you watch it..

So there comes my 3 weeks of holiday and I have no idea what to fill in it.

1st week iz gonna be dull and sorrow I know ittt. 

2nd week hmm still dull and gloomy a bit

3rd week iz weaken and tiring of being alone..

The other degree students have already showed up at Campus. Ah why meh we gotta be lotsa different from 'em? -_- This increases the probability to not to see someone harharhar........(hambar)

Ok that's weird Hajarul.

It is okay to had crush on someone but don't exceed the limitation. I'm a normal person, perhaps. 

Likeeee, people change seiring dengan umur. Amende yang seseorang tak suka before this, tak mustahil dia akan suka & buat when he/she grows up. Eh jap aku ni takde idea sangat dah cakap sal nie. Balun jelaaa x

Post ini tiada point yang bernas langsung....

#LetsCoverTheAurat

#Hajarkuwby -- Lovelydovey

Night thoughts. Let the pictures speak.

#Believer #Allah's #TheAlmighty #Love #Prophet #Solat #TutupAurat #JagaDiri #TinggalLarangan #AmalkanKebaikan #Empathy #StudyHardSmart #LoveFamily #Friends

O Allah. The One who will listen to me always. Thanks for everything I got. I couldn't even thanks for more. It is enough already. 

---> Officially done 1 sem

-I dream. All people dream. Then what kind of dream will I encounter is depends on myself-

Alhamdulillah. Tak sangka akhirnya aku berjaya habiskan 1 sem yang “best” ni. By the way satu sem aku just 5 months only but it really is a tough moment ive been through.

Sebenarnya study week haritu macam migraine plus stress rasa-rasa macam nak demam. Kalau nak ikutkan hati aku memang buku pun aku tak pandang. Bukan aku je mengalami masalah yang sama, member-member batchmates yang lain pun sama. Teringat buat geng study group pagi petang siang malam, sangat effective buat gini tell you. 

And alhamdulillah pada tarikh 26-28 Januari kitorang #5thbatchMedisza berjaya mengharungi hari-hari exam yang pahit getir. Let me explain how the exam went, what papers and what others bittersweet  moments. 

• 26hb = Short essay question(seq) + Problem-based question(pbq)  --  Seq ada 10 questions, 10 marks for each question while pbq got 2 questions and 30 marks for each. Teringat aku kantoi kat soalan seq first lagi but then it taught me to b very careful after this :')
• 27hb = kertas OSPE  --  yang ni merupakan exam secara stations, they got 30 stations there and we have to bergilir-gilir for 5 minutes to fill up the questions! 30 stations = 20 questions stations + 10 rest stations. I think this exam is really fast and furious? haha tapi best :')
• 28hb = Multiple choice question(mcq)  --  Got 2 papers, 60 questions each, but then 5 questions a,b,c,d,e for each question, meaning that for only 1 paper we have 1x5x60=300 questions. That makes up 600 questions if combine together both papers. Kau boleh bayangkan TAKKK? -___-' Member-member aku semua complain tinggalkan 10 soalan lah apelah haha. Aku pulak tinggalkan je mana yang taktau which means more than 10 q haha. Kalau bulat jugak nanti salah rugi ah kena minus 0.5marks. 

So on 30hb, they released the official result. Alhamdulillah all of us passed the first final exam sem, & break the record for no remedials! (takde yang straight failed). & for OSPE paper, we got the best percentage score graded among the other batches. OSPE itu hari gila susah wa cakap lu. Dalam 20 stations, guwa boleh kantoi 4-5 stations hahaha. 

#pantaibatucantik

Have to get ready for the coming modul when the holiday is end that is "Nervous System" modul. The credit hour is 6 which is I was likeeeee, please be nice to mama~~ Cannot wait cannot wait. and guys, remember I've once told ya that we have some kind of seminar? Yep, this opening modul is my turn, my group. Pray for the ease by Allah. Hopefully we can rock this seminar hehe ;)

#hajarkuwby

OXYMETHAZOLINE house for Medizsa Family Day!

Exam Fever, High graded fever response and bla bla bla T_T

Assalamualaikum! lame tak post! Busy like crazy walawey i miss typing here :*

Haritu dah dapat result for End of modul 2 hehe don't ever ask because I might get irritated ngee. Sekarang baru aku paham ngape senior medic and including my sistah larang masuk medical school or bukan nak kata larang pun, maybe warning siap-siap lah kan. because, memang TRUE sangat diorang kate susah!! & sangat true apabila dulu time SPM dapat A, time matrik 4flat tapi masuk sini, failed --- normal thing. But like Dr said, you are the one who chooses to be here.

By the way, it is not susah lah. Medic stuffs banyak giler kena hafal, every inch of phrases is important. Tapi nak hidup satu je rule, don't fall back and do not fall in love. And tak boleh memilih subject to revise. Means kau biased terhadap Anatomy, aaaa cannot go. Aku pun kekadang ter bias terhadap Pharmacology sebab it takes my whole day to menghafal diorang -_-

Bagi aku, budak degree lain dah holiday and habis exam final tak menjadi masalah pun, tak pressure sangat dengan ketidak adaan diorang. Diorang cuti lama than kitorang? no hal. Bak kata Asiah my bestie, kau tak kisah pun cuti kejap kan haha trueee

Eom3 on this Thursday// Emm it is haematology season, thaught by Dr Uday and etc. Kena appreciate each slides in his beautiful notes urrrrr

Eos1 pulak 26th Jan :') Doakan aku pass insyaAllah aminnnnnnn.

Moreover, Medisza ada rumah sukan sendiri. Instead of no such involvements thingy like kawad yang budak Gong Badak semua ada tu, kitorang hanya mampu buat rumah sukan jerr -_- Ada 4 rumah; Meta, Hexa, Baclo and Oxy. Sorry nama penuh tak ingat tapi basically it is drugs' names. Diorang cakap Oxy dah menang 2 kali andddd that's my house hehehe luckily because usually aku selalu dapat rumah yang tak menang pun :3 So nanti awal Sem 2 nak buat Family day Medisza. Aduyai aku dah ah reti main badminton and batu semban jer. hah

So basically, my life is full of laziness, tiredness, reading, watching movies, talking, eating and banyak sangat bende tak berpekdah senanye.

My unusual thoughts -,-

Assalamualaikum ! J

Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah. I gain my strength every time I went back home. Home was always been a place that we all will feel quite safe.

So three weeks of Modul 4 has just passed. Fuuuuw what can I say? Only Allah knows perangai aku, malas aku rajin aku. Modul 4 ni sebenarnya everything about blood and lymphatic mechanism. Anddd we met prof from Iraq, AP. Dr Uday many times in a week for his lectures, practical sessions, seminars and CLA! I’m so glad that his wonderful teaching could sometimes makes me feel so grateful than ever, so far he is one of the best of the best lecturers I’ve met ever since.

Next week we got 3 University Subject Examination 3 days in a row starting from Tuesday. Bless me :3 Anddd there left  1 month away from our first EOS. Benda ni la buat aku tak tenang tiap hari derr.

Celebrate birthday Sima in advance :)